Monday, September 27, 2010

The Club

"its a club we never wanted to be a part of, one we would not choose for ourselves. A club that God himself has chosen for us to be a part of, to give him glory and to rejoice in his goodness." I would not go back and change a single pregnancy... I know if you are reading this in the midst of your loss that this doesnt probably make sence. Let me explain, I would love to have never experienced the loss of our children. I would love to have a house full of laughing playing kids, all of which would be under the age of 6. But, I do know that I would not have had the oppertunites to meet,help and encourage others. Of which is a part of what I love to do. I know that the Lord has a special reason and plan. I am excited to think, that I have 4 beautiful , perfect children that are experiencing the joys of Heaven. How could I, if I truely love my children, wish them out of that? They will never experience pain, sorrow, or the sin of this present world. For that I will be glad. I will focus on that untill the day I meet them in heaven. I am thankful that 6 years have gone by and the Lord has done so much in my heart and life. 6 years ago, I wasnt in this place, I wasnt content with the lot the Lord has chose for me. But today I can say "It is Well with My soul" I will close with the words to this song."When Peace like a river, attendeth my way. When Sorrow like sea billows roll. Whatever my lot, God has taught me to say, it is well with my soul.Tho Satan should buffet , tho trial should come. Let this blessed assurance controll. That Christ has regarded my helpless estate, and hath shed his own blood, for my soul.It is well, with my soul."